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Hey guys this is possibily irrelevant but i find i can not toolerate people standing behind me nor too close to me. I am fine with people i have built trust upon. But my main and worst phobia if you like is people's EYES. They are really freaky. I can not look at people's eyes at all. I get really agitated and quite embarrssed. This is a massive big problem with me. One of my BEST mates who i have known for a whole year now was talking and asked me "what colour of eyes do i have" I said i don't know. She couldn't believe that i have never looked at her eyes. I am just totally freaked with the EYES. I obviously an look at mines(i would be a bit worried if i couldn't) I can not wer contact lenses as i have this phobia. I can not put Mascarra on either. I was wearing some the other day and my mates thought it was hilarious as i was totally freaked out- had tears streaming down my face. I look at people's mouths and chins. I am more comfortable there than the eyes. I wanna laugh when i HAVE to look at people's eyes. I was made to as a child hence me looking like i am lookign at your eyes when actually i am looking at the mouth or chin.

I suppose this is my Autistic side coming out. My colleague at work said god you are actually Autistic ooopsss

I am quite picky with hygiene. I HAVE OCD TO SOME EXTENT i am always cleaning and washing my hands. My mate was laughing as i always carry hand gel soap with mr. I was ill the other week and she was like i do not know why as you always clean your hands 3 or 4 times each time you wash them. Not good

I love the smell of petrol its amazing