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well this is starting to happen again. I no i have dyscalculia and i do get anxiety attacks sometimes in math but not most of the time. I wonder why i also get them when i read, well read to poeple and outloud. Is it that i am not self confident. I mean i love to read, i read to myself all the time (aloud), but whenever i am asked to read to class the verge of almost passing out comes to me. I dont no whats wrong i mean just last week we for a school asignemnt we were asked to come up with passages. I ofcourse was the first to volunter to read a passage, and i was calm about it and all and just ready to read the short passage. Sudenly when i start walking up to the head of the room to read i get sweaty and my heart starts beating realy fast. And i tryed to read but my panic attack was really making it hard to actuallly see what i was reading and read it carefully. Thankfully it was short so i didnt make a complete fool of myself.

why is this happening even when i am confident in myself that i now i can read this to my peers, i mean is my brain just going another way with all this. its so weird, and i am really tired of it.