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Hey Just!

Wow your very talented!!! I am not creative in any way at all!

I still haven't read my book for book club, been busy watching dvd's. I am stuck on boxsets at the moment. Re-watching ER on series 4 at the moment. I have up to series 11 need to get the last few ones.

It's continously raining here bah!!! Think Scotland has had it's summer. Torrential rain today localised flooding etc.

I just can't sleep anymore. Why bother. I take my evening meds and they do nothing to make me tired. Even when I am out all day and busy I am still WIDE AWAKE at night. My meds use to knock me out. I am gonna talk to my Psychiatrist when I see him on Monday. Dreading Monday as this might be the last time I see him. He is leaving in September. I hate change. Don't really cope with it. Get too emotional etc. Damn emotions. Have stopped taking my morning meds as I am fine now. I am functioning well. I don't need them. Just wish I could sleep.